Ruth
came to England in 1939 with her older brother Martin. Her father was a Jew and
her mother was German. She had a slightly different experience form our own Renate
Edler, whose mother was a Jew and whose father was German, but there are many parallels.
Like
Renate, she didn’t know whether she was German, Jewish or English. Renate had most
problems with her Jewishness but perhaps Ruth had more problems with being
German: she was very young when she first left Germany. Both girls forgot their
German.
The
uncertainty about identity caused both girls to become depressed. Both girls
ended up sleeping for a long time when they finally gave into their tiredness.
Amusingly
Ruth had the opposite problem from Renate when it came to beds: the German bed
with its bed roll and square pillows puzzled Ruth when she went back to Germany
for the first time. Renate was puzzled by the sheets, blankets eiderdown and bedspread
when she first arrived in London.
Ruth’s
story shows that though the Kindertransport was well-intentioned and though it
did save many lives, it did not supply a happy-ever-after ending. Both girls
had three different foster homes. Ruth had some bad experiences in her first
foster home. Renate was well-treated everywhere. Both girls found their parents
alive again. So in many ways they were more fortunate than some of the other
Kinder.
The
worst for both of them was the feeling of not belonging anywhere. Renate had
her serendipitous German passport but returned to Germany in 1947 as a British
citizen with a British passport. Ruth had to travel as a “Person of No
Nationality”. But both girls suffered from confusion about whether they were
English, German or Jewish and therefore lacked an identity.
The
question is, is this resolved for Renate?
Ah,
well, you will just have to read the book. While you’re waiting for it to be
finished, you could read Ruth’s book.
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